Apr 9, 2009

Not ready for the change...

This morning while I was still partially asleep in bed, the husband called to tell me that if one of the other recruiters gets set back to the fleet early (he apparently did some stuff he wasn't supposed to do) that Ssgt was thinking about sending him to that office to work it. Well even though that office isn't too far from Springfield, its enough of a drive that it would be stupid not to move there especially since we have to move out of the current place by the end of May. Now, I was barely awake at the time so I didn't really think it through and told him that I didn't really care if he took over that office. He would be the only recruiter in that office so it would mean a little more freedom. As I began thinking about it more within the last few hours and as I was telling Vickie about it, I realized I don't want to move there. I really like living in Springfield. I actually have a few friends here. I know where everything is. And granted there is a Y there, I like the one here. I know a lot of the staff now and the other people that work out. I'm comfortable working out there. Not to mention, I mailed off my application to Lincoln Land Community College yesterday. I want to go back to school. Like, I really want to. And he knows that. I guess, its pretty much a done deal now too because on the way home from the gym Ssgt called Vickie and told her about it and was like don't tell Gabby though. So I was almost in tears thinking about it. It's just not what I want. And I know it isn't going to matter to him though. I don't even know if it is worth the fight though. At this point I'm seriously considering just moving back to LA.

3 comments:

{Louisiana.Bride} said...

It will all work out. It somehow always does. Where is he going to be moving to for work?

{Louisiana.Bride} said...

omg i just saw the pic of clem and lyndon! it is so cute!!!

Erika said...

Yes, I too am loving the new background and new pics. The one of you and Lyndon is very cute! I think you should just move back here too. Buck says Lyndon can share his "room" since he likes to play in there so much. No, really it will be fine, like Emily said. If it isn't that far, then you could still see your friends and I'm sure the new Y will be fine. If you don't have a choice at this point, then try not to dwell on the negative and look at it as a new opportunity. Maybe it's where you're supposed to be and good will come out of this new move.